all i want
is to figure everything out. for some reason, i’m feeling really crappy. dunno why, but i do. i don’t mean to sound like a little emo girl or anything, but i feel kinda like i’m losing everybody. ugh, stupid brain. just shut down and only think what you’re supposed to already ><; as for the “love” life, i have no idea what i want. sure, i want someone...
so not ready for school tomorrow. kinda debating whether i should just tell mom i wanna stay home.. one thing’s for sure: i’m not putting up with ANY type of shit tomorrow. we have homeroom, right? meaning i gotta deal with a whole hour and forty mintues of rodriguez -___-; this week’s gotta be better than last.
totally screwing myself over.
i tried decorating the bag - halfway done with that. all i need to do is write “Love, Nick” in cursive, but i’m too damn lazy. that’s due friday. i haven’t started on the index cards for kelly - those are all due on tuesday. i have to do about 20, same format as summer work. on top of that, i have an essay comparing the han, mauryan, and gupta empires. that’s...
POWER CHAINS HURT LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH.
what i should have learned in study hall.
well, i waited ‘til you packed your bags, took a picture and hoped it would last with you all the way through all the nights you and i couldn’t have. now, i know that it shouldn’t be this hard, but you’ve moved yourself so damn far, and i won’t suffice when there’s two thousand miles to drive. i’m thinking it over, i’m thinking about all the days and...